A Little Drama in My Otherwise Boring Life
Things have been difficult lately. Not with my personal life but with work. I just can't discuss things here because I choose to always make the sensitive and complicated things in my life concealed from the public. Everything can be googled and you'll never know who's reading your blog.
Like what I've told my friends, I will rise to the challenge and survive in my current job. It's something I've always wanted to do. I will persevere until I gain enough experience and skills to sashay my way to where I deserve to be. I get what I want when I want. I read something from Oprah.com about making a list of things that you should be thankful for. Little things. Big things. It really doesn't matter. Anything that made you happy is worth being grateful for. It could be as simple as having a chocolate doughnut as a treat during lunch or as huge as getting the job you want. Like what Augy said last weekend when we were watching NBA players helping out some Hurricane Katrina survivors. Here we are complaining about every difficult thing in our lives when a lot of people have problems that look insurmountable compared to ours.
Things are not as bleak as what I see them to be. I just have to be more positive. I wouldn't be in this situation and I wouldn't be dealing with this type of person if I can't surpass it. Yes, it will make me stronger. It will teach me some valuable lessons too. It's like going through an obstacle course. When you're a minute away from running and jumping around, you see everything from where you're standing as exhausting and difficult. However, after huffing and puffing your way to the finish line, you realize that no matter how hard things look from the start, you can definitely conquer it. Your mind and body will work together as seamlessly and as gracefully as you can imagine. I expect to look back after a few months with a huge smile plastered on my face. Nobody can bring this bitch down!
My birthday's a few hours away! I can't believe that I'm turning 27. Time goes by really, really fast. That's why I'm enjoying every minute of it. Why bother worrying when you'll only have fine lines and wrinkles instead of results.
Ace will be flying from Hong Kong next month so I am definitely going to see her again. That means dinner with her, Kat and Abbie. I hope Gladz can join us. It will be twice the fun.
I am looking forward to having a late birthday celebration when my dad comes back from Quezon. By that time, we can go swimming with my cousins, Quincy and Jeof.
Quin will be studying in a big school next month. My aunt enrolled her in Roosevelt College. Let's see if she'll have the guts to bully some kids there. Kidding.
