Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Wishful Thinking

The reality of working my ass off for another four days is slowly sinking in. I feel lazy about having to get out of bed and working for 11 hours and yet I feel determined to earn enough to do what I want by the end of this year. I have such a beautiful, exciting plan that keeps me on my toes. When I feel like quitting my stressful job to stay at home and watch television and eat all day, I get snapped out of my crazy thoughts and I keep going no matter how bored and depressed I am. Why can't I be as rich as some friends who get to travel every year wherever they want? Wishful thinking. God gives you what you need and not what you want. Not everything I want is good for me anyway. What's the use of being envious of other people's good fortune. I just have to keep on working and earning until my dreams are within my reach. Who am I to complain when some people have nothing but the clothes on their backs?

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I had a blast last Sunday. I spent time with Augy of course. We feasted on KFC chicken, hotshots, and burger. I ate like there was no tomorrow. Maybe because I don't eat that much in the office and I consider weekends like I would holidays where I would stuff my face with food. Calorie-laden or not, I don't even care. I eat whatever I want, whatever I can put my hands into. I am all of 105 pounds now. I don't even know if that is right for my height. What is my height anyway? I should know because I want to apply as a flight attendant. Nevermind if I don't know how to swim well. Nevermind if I might be less than 160 centimeters. I can always try. A childhood dream gone unfulfilled.

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on the way to Glorietta


Days with Augy are spent pigging out. We had lunch at Gerry's Grill in Glorietta. It was hot outside. It was a reminder that summer is a few weeks away. After an eternity waiting for our food, the waiter approached and informed us that the food will be a few minutes late because there was a problem with the cooker or whatever contraption they have in the kitchen. I was getting antsy but I didn't show it. We spent the whole time talking and taking pictures. There were families sitting all around us and we watched two little girls run around and we ogled at a chubby baby boy in his mother's arms.

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i can eat a cow


We were first served our spicy chicken and garlic rice that we devoured. I dipped my chicken in vinegar and relished the taste of pepper in my mouth. We had to wait for our pork sisig for a few minutes more. We had to eat it without rice because we finished everything off before it got served. I felt dizzy after eating sisig. Augy and I strolled around the mall and went to Bibliarch. He checked some comic books while I browsed through some novels. Since he was craving for ice cream, we walked to Icebergs where we both had choco chip parfaits. More conversations and pictures before we took the cab home.

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homebound


I am in search of a new job because work sucks. Kidding. I am just plain bored and I want to shift careers. Yeah right. I want to be a couch potato. Or a housewife so I can watch Wowowee and Eat Bulaga everyday. I can catch Full House and Palimos ng Pag-ibig before the evening news. Utterly pathetic.




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PEARL
26-year-old bitch who dreams of being rich enough to do everything she wants when she wants...
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LOVES

good books. sumptuous food. interesting conversations. travel. beaches. makeup. beauty treatments. music. road trips. educational tv shows. brilliant women. fashion and beauty magazines. romance. junk food. desserts. sunrise. cool, foggy mornings. lots and lots of time to snooze. relaxing weekends.
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hypocrites. bitches who have no originality. people from the past who just cannot shut their trap and stay in the shadows. creatures who find happiness in the misfortunes of others. assholes definitely.
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